A beautiful mess you make

Miranda Cosgrove - Beautiful Mess

is already April and how am i going to see when is SPM ? look it seem that you are making my mind going round and round and round but i dont see you are making me happy without reason you just make me cry alot for little thing that not use to been seen look you are just a beautiful mess and make me so confuse like a beautiful brain :o just gave you a shot and move on look i already 17 year old not 7 year old i am a adored enough to know every thing . let me know that you prefect :D

and you always put a smile on my face no matter what happened to me :) God, I know you love me, i love you too :D just smile like i do always :)

I miss you

what last make you smile ? I hate you when you were not beside me !

Would you tell me how much you love me

Would you tell me how much you like me

Would you tell me how much you hate me

Would you let me cry on your lap

Would you be my side when i need you

You were just everything to me

You were just a pillow to me

You were just a statue to me

but when the time come and say we are not belong together can you give me a last Hug and Kiss and let me be in your heart when we not together :) i wish that i could love you again like you do to me :)

For the first time

boy, i miss you :)

hell yes boring :D

look and the picture up there i look so retard lar and i too bored now wei fell like sleeping and sleeping and SLEEP well me look so tried before the holiday i have to pass up alot of home work ish betul tried lar >:(

yo, today is Friday and guess what is exam week :) well today is Science exam well is okay lar :) so maybe i will get an B or neither C :) a week more for exam and HOLIDAYS :D yeah bahbey bye bye

Is not what you think !!

Guardian Angel - Cinta Laura

Hey, is a starry day for me :) Do you how embracer am i in school today, my god Puan Aliza call me and i was like *alah faker*. Then teacher call me again i were like *true ah* i teacher take me out from my sit and talk to me 8) she apologize about last Wednesday, but actually i did't wanted to go for the duty is Yuvanes, but what to do teacher apologize to me and say not she don't want me to became duty, is my *grandmother*. haiz care lar, i don't really give a dam on it lar, but Puan Julilah gave me became a AJK in the language room :) well is easy by the way, i want to do all this cause i want to get more certificate :D it help us at the future any where we go :) Now school are getting more ridiculous , school rules, came late, class detention, can't bring this can't bring that, what else huh? later you call us not to wear clothes to school ! wth lar !! when you are not in morning session is better do you know that ? when you fly up and became the discipline teacher for morning session every things getting very worst !!

Be happy, i got you. Be great full when i'm with you. Every time i will take care you. Lastly i found that you are my Guardian Angel, i pray for the beautiful time . Lastly you will be mine that you are my Guardian Angel. My crusher, i like you :D

babyiloveyouwhycantyoulovemeback

Loves,

Josephine

Give me one more chance like everyone do's

Runaway - Bruno Mars

i bored i mean like so freaking bored, but feeling like to blogging :) feeling to burst everything out here . i have a crush on someone :D he's not cute he's not handsome but he is awesome :) i try think how when i'm with him :) previously i only have one ex :) well he is younger than me a year below :) but maybe my first love wasn't for him :o i try to love him like another couple's do ;) HAHAHAHA well basically i been trying to look for some one that i really love them or maybe they really care me and love me :) i would like having a blind date like i saw in TV :) it fun ..... but look i'm not that kind of girl's that look like in pj or kl girls . Who always have a date every time or every moment. but now is SPM year yo !! it feel like dying for that only. thousand of homework thousand of projek and thousand of study we have to do :) well this year might stressing but it feel like not that stress :) I have a BIG gossip with Puan Shaja and Puan Anne :) Their SUPER DUPER awesome teacher :) i want to be their foster child :) it might be so much fun :) did i tell you about the Indonesia people who is coming to our school tommorow ? no, well last year it from Melbourne and this year is from Indonesia the state of Jawa Tengah :) fun eh, hottie boy from there :D yeah bahbey :) slow down i think this too much for my blog ? i'm not done like so not freaking done with my homework lar -__- and my SENI kerja kursus .wth is actually What The hell (: loves the song :) haha , i think i better stop until here must finish my freaking homework first :)

ifuckingtriedwithallthehackofthingsthatneverbeentrue.

loves,

Josephine

So distant now

Is already February :) well Chinese New Year is already over and now back to study -___- but it seem that this year Chinese New Year are suck !! you have no answer to me and you walk in the dark but it feel that you lost me in awhile, learn to forgive and forget like what teacher ask to :) and it feel so good that what i have done and forgive and forget it could through smoothly :) people try to forgive your friend and family it feel good :) Don't scold people stupid if you are the worst one, don't say mean word to people if not you are the worst :)

Take care people, trying to blog every day but i can't HOMEWORK -____________-

A week holidays for CNY :)

Hey, is Monday and it the last day on January :) yeah, three more day bahbey to CNY and i'm done with my shopping :) ahhh can't wait for any pou bake flower cake and chips :) already and now i'm sad my pen drive gone missing -___-

Let Me Kiss You

G.NA - I'll Back Off So You Can Live

Hey, Friday dam freaking fast eh ? just a quick update lar, bored like freaking hell, erm, i totally hate my Ketua Keceriaan we, she doen't do any things, fhw !!! ish betul betul want to kill her :) btw i off to home lar, just to bored had a quick update :)

chubby ? noooo/yesss

Back in time and change it

Back To December - Taylor Swift

I go back to The Past, Turn around and make it alright

Hey, is Sunday and is already three week school :o alright actually i'm not done with my homework yet :) that's me but before i don't update my blog later i want share some thing about my ex-besties :) But i wrote about a song is Back to December :)

You've been Good, busier then ever, We small talk :o Cause the last time saw me is still burned in the back of your mind hating me. I watched you laughing from the passenger side. You gave me all your besties and all i gave you was goodbye. I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me so right. i go back in time and change it but i can't so if the chain in on your arm and i understand. i just wish that we could be better than now. You are still my ex-besties :0 off to homework lar :)

Loves,

Josephine

Stay, don't go maybe is just me

i was going through all our picture it feel like thousand year that we haven't meet :o

It's Friday and we have been two weeks in school, how fast could time go through with in a minute -.- well, Form 5 is going super duper hard for me, SPM it might be Sekolah Penipu Me :) hahahaha, shut up :) well, today unforgeable we did even study for BM , because we doing the Papan Kenyataan, i run the whole school just for a Stample bullet -____- fml, and Puan Julilah found out the money was lost while cleaning up the table . ish, who ever steal people money please stop lar, poor teacher have to pay back -__- people say that best friend is One In The Million but i don't think is true, look my best friend can't forgive people. and they say best friend must forgive and forget, i know you don't like me but please you don't need to scold and say bad thing about me, even you ask for forgiven and forget from me and for you, i will but i will not friend back with you cause my heart is still hurt. well it been a year we are not good that mean we are totally enemy's, but i don;t care who you are too me, but it feel you are the best :) haih, home work why must you have to much -____- well, off to do my home work :)

Loves,

Josephine

everyone deserves a second chance

hey, dusty blog huh ? few days happened totally great :) my Iphone spoil and now can't even use, fml wei. Teacher teacher we know we are form 5 but please just give us a little bit freedom lar . homework is getting more and more higher, no matter how much you forgive me but it still feel hurt inside with a big and small heart. you poke me, i poke you back there is no respond that mean you have forget me . is okay whether you forget me, but memory between us will never forget :) Love you much than ever. off to my homework.

Loves,

Josephine

LAMO ! totally

I just hate my moral class even tho is still with Belians but no Pn Loh -____- fml

Form 5 -___-

First day of school is already raining, dude books are heavy -_____-

THANK YOU so much to my dearest Ashmen Iskandar Weiss that choose me became for Assistant Class Form -_______- i rather doing Treasurer lah PLEASE -__________- fml fml fml

SPM year, was okay lah, not bad anyway :) have fun more :) gtg need to pack my things :)

Don't Let Me Be The Last To Know :o

Tmr is already school and i am senior in that school, how time flies freaking fast eh ? gosh, i miss my babies ad freaking fun time :) and bitch stop settling all my friend _|_

Happy New Year 2011 :)

Yesterday went to curve for the count down with sister and saw some awesome people there, i buy the spray to get some vengeance :) HAHAHAHAHA Colby O'Donis was there and some artiest sing with the dance club :D 2011 be nice to me, is a senior year to me :) so please be NICE to me, i'm God's children :D